Why wait

Sometimes, when my bones start burning, and my soul starts bursting, and Edge of Desire concrete's itself on to "repeat"......I just have to break down and blog.

Remember who we used to be? That kid. That kid who wasn't the fastest, the smartest, or the loudest. We were just that kid who made the fast kid's fan club a little bigger. We just fit in. We had a first car.....and parents to tell us where we couldnt drive.

I'm so glad those days happened, but i'm so glad for this day. Im so glad for the current day that I live in. Im so blessed beyond reason. And I take time to realize it so little. I'm feel like my soul is beginning to open up again. To love, reason, new knowledge, learning, and forgetting. Every one is getting married and it makes me feel weird. It doesnt make ME want to get married....it just makes me feel weird. Should I be getting married? Should I have looked across the table by now and said "you're the one?".......I don't think so. Although I'll fight it until the day it bestows itself upon my doorstep....marriage just isn't what I want right now. Or tomorrow. I dont want it then either. I feel however, that the world is slowly pairing up and leaving stragglers, and wise souls alike, in the dust. Slim for the pickens. Or could it be, wise for the wait'ns. here's what I think happens: I think at some point or another, we all settle. We all look up to the sky while holding the hand of our current lover and decide that fairy tales arent real, Taylor Swift shouldnt write any more songs......and we should settle and hold on to what we Do have. Is this a right thing? If this a wrong thing? Should I be stricken because the thought crossed my mind? I hope not. I believe that i exists...the fairy tale. I believe that the stars will align perfectly. She wont be wearing a white veil, but I wouldnt want it that way. She'll be perfect. He'll be perfect. For you. Please, dear friends, I beg you, in lieu and anticipation of heart ache....do not settle. Find the one. Find your perfect love. Find the love you've dreamed about since the days of our first car. Pick up all you have, realize life goes by fast, and love yourself before you have more Yesterdays than Tomorrows. Because the hour is approaching for all of us. Dont live too fast, your future is soon becoming past.

I feel as if I got at least "some" of the lead out.

Hope it's therapeutic....

Kyle